To anyone who saw my now deleted post, I apologize for stooping to that low.
While any and all help is appreciated, I let a desperate situation get the better of me, clouding my mind of any possible solution, and even worse, I decided to spread a bad example to any fellow artists who might be in a similar situation. That was wrong of me, no excuses.
As things stand I managed to buy myself some more time with a new work schedule. It isn't perfect, but atleast I won't have to quit art just so my bank account doesn't go nuclear. While any support would still be appreciated, I will give my due diligence and show I'm actually WORTH the risk.
Besides, what kind of zodiaka would I be if I didn't put more backbone into life?